"RUNNING THROUGH" - CHINESE POEM SONG (by Jack Kerouac)
O, I today
sad as Chu Yuan
stumbled to the store
in broiling Florida October
morning heat cursing
for my wine, sweating
like rain, & came to my chair
weak & trembling
wondering if I'm crazy at last
-- O, Chu Yuan! No!
No suicide! Wine, please, wine!
What shall we all do,
all knowing we're dying
without wine to guide us
to winking at death
& life too --
my heart belongs
to Chinese poets
& their scrolls --
we can't just die
-- men need wine
& poetry
at least
O Mao,
poet Mao, not Boss Mao,
here in America
wine is laughed at
& poetry a joke
-- Death's a grim reminder
to everybody already dead
crashing in cars all around here --
here men and women dryly scowl
at poets' sad attempts
to make our lot
a whole lot
lesser --
I, a poet, suffer
even for bugs
I find upside down
dying in the grass --
so I drink wine
alone --
I shudder to think
how dead
the astronauts
are going to a dead
moon
of no wine
All our best men
are laughed at
in this nightmare land
but the newspapers preen
in virtue --
throughout
the world the left & right,
the east & west, are both vicious --
the happy old winebibber is gone --
I want him to reappear --
for modern China preens
in virtue too
for no better reason
than America --
nobody has respect for the cat
asleep, and I am hopelessly
inadequate in this poem --
nobody has respect
for the self centered
irresponsible wine invalid --
everybody wants to be strapped
in a hopeless space suit
where they cant move --
I urge you, China,go back
to Li Po &Tao Yuan Ming
What am I talking about?
I don’t know,
I'm sick today --
I didn’t sleep all night,
walked stumbling in the field
to get wine, now I'm drinking it,
I feel better and worse --
I have something to say to Mao
& the poets of China
that won't come out --
it's all about how America
ignored poetry & wine,
& so does China,
& I'm a fool
without a river & a boat
& a flower suit --
without a wineshop at dawn --
-- without self-respect --
--
-- without the truth --
but I'm a better man
than all of you --
that's what I
wanted to say
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