I envy your demise I hope it's all you dreamed it would be One bullet in this gun Not sure if it's for you or me I envy your demise With all the guilt you hid away All the lies that I had spun And all the times I'd wish you'd stay All, all that I'll ever limit All, all that I'll ever try All, all that I'll ever trust You can always cover me with makeup I envy your demise 750 degrees When it burned it smelled like you But it scorched and looked alot like me I envy your demise You never said that you'd try When i had to lose control Lose control to really cry Now, all, all that I've ever abused All, all that I'll ever see All, all that I'll ever ruin You can always cover it with makeup All, all that I'll ever limit All, all that I'll ever try All, all that I'll ever trust You can always cover it with All, all that I've ever abused All, all that I'll ever see All, all that I'll ever ruin You can always cover it with makeup