After everything I gave you I should hate you, but I don’t After everything you took from me I should leave you but I won’t I would die, I would die without your touch I would fall, I would fall even further without you And I need you by my side
I need a place and I need order That order lies with you And if you demand that I stay with you I’ll surrender and stay true I would give you more if I had any left to give I would never desert you if I ever thought I could help And I need you by my side I need you to need me, if that’s alright
I am my own enemy I hate myself more than I hate you I have made so many mistakes Now there’s nothing I can do To right my wrongs, so I must fight for my right to be alive I don’t deserve all the forgiveness that you gave me, when you did So I will earn my right to stay with you I will learn the right way, and follow through I will learn, I will learn how to live my own life I will learn to love, to feel, to touch, to care, how to be there For you
I will fight for my place I will fight for a reason I will fight to stay strong I will fight for you