lets take a step back and look how the years have progressed. progression, recession, reflection, in depth. cause we all know in death that real eyes define the test. rather than sheep and the shepherd continually butting heads. or wouldn't you rather shed your skin? your vendetta towards the sin you're systematically in? cause we're fearful of fear. and the fear makes us fear. outcome and actions reflections and mirrors. well i always thought i was open minded to open skies. to open eyes. to manipulation. white elation. call for a solution. truth and intuition. well here's a little push, a little pill. a synthetic gap to fill here's a little gullible inspiration! i'm just fed up and jacked up on the cup. had enough gettin up, grounded to the illness i've had since i was young-guns. yeah i'm an outlaw. in law. who's law but my own law. cause johnny law ain't got a law that my own law won't spit on. i'm ill! yeah that's sick to all you kids. who think you can get at this sick ridden in bed. i should be bed ridden or dead next to the bed. or rid of it standing sickly, dying, catching my breath instead. sleep walking. rest waltzing. who's talking and insulting your talk cause you're sulking and sleep talking about romance and pole-vaulting over excuses and actually being under-minding?
who's in control?
so i've come to the conclusion that i'm not only helpless. only meaning the way i live can be completely selfish, hellish. i'm mischievous. can't mess with this. so liberalists, don't be so jealous. and fellas and ladies and ladies that look like fellas won't you tell us when you figure out yourselves and what life's about and tries to sell us.
solutions occur in long term or short term and acceptance is vital when i a term can't be turned into a series of situations with hard times and curves. so relax, lay back, smoke a cigarette. habit that may just cause cancer. answers for cancer? you want all these answers! a chance or a cancer that answers enhancers! enchanters of children and media ranters. we're all doomed...
who's really content with their life anyway? these days? we praise failed marriages, agreements, and papers to be saved. money shaved off the top and thrown in the bank. we remain safely controlled by the state. security?! what's safe about security thats just the same as a prison infringing on the rights to use your brain?
if being me is considered to be a crime towards the city, the state, USA conspiracy, heresy. then my first name is "GUILTY"!
a word of advice for the men and the mice and the ignorant children and adults who have the quote: "answers to life": the only thing that you know is you don't know a thing! faith and trust and lies we spit and promise rings!
i'll assume we're consumed by a material tune. inevitable 'evitable inevitable 'evitable we're inevitably 'evitably and everybody inevitably doomed.