I make myself tea in an orange kettle. A woman gave to me, it was her grandmother's. And I'm not getting out of bed today, The world is frozen and the sky is grey.
Gotta couple books I gotta finish reading, Gotta couple years I gotta keep on sleeping through, Writing letters in my mind With various forms of blue.
Point of view has gotten kind of hazy, Perspective's less objective losing creativity, Saw a nativity scene on my TV screen, And swear to God, Baby Jesus winked at me.
I turn down the heat and I pull up the covers Throw a couple hail maries, thinking of my mother And hoping that she's staying warm, That she's not worried even though she should be.
Kaleidoscope of every girl I've kissed, A thousand journal entries of the friends I miss, Stop keeping track long ago Where I'm from never constitutes as home.
Two empty bottles on the nightstand glistening, I'm on the other side of the wall listening, I wonder who will find me first, I hope it's not that lady from church.