The words fall out, can't think about the consequence of them 'Cause I have enough to deal with fighting the thoughts inside my head. But the words I say push friends away I've noone in whom to confide, But I need someone's perspective to sort through these feelings inside.
I need a rock to hold on to in this sea of my emotions, 'Cause I'm tired, I've lost my way. I cannot tell which way's up and which way's down, How not to drown, I'd like to know, I'd like control.
Sometimes I feel I'm in a bath, with soap all up the sides Can't get no grip, I can't get out No matter how I try. Realistically, all that I need's the helping of a friend, But the ones who've stayed I'm too afraid to tell what's in my head.
I need a rock to hold on to in this sea of my emotions, 'Cause I'm tired, I've lost my way. I cannot tell which way's up and which way's down, How not to drown, I'd like to know, I'd like control.
I wish I were a stone-hearted bitch There'd be no emotions to contend with No conscience telling me that I've done wrong, Or that I could do better.
I need a rock to hold on to in this sea of my emotions, 'Cause it's hard to stay afloat. I cannot tell which way's up and which way's down, How not to drown, I'd like to know, I'd like control, I'd like calm.