It's 4 a.m. again Father, forgive me this sin Uncomfortable in this life, yeah I can't put down this knife, yeah
I'm carving words in my arms, baby Hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe I need the touch of a hand This isn't what I had planned
I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again, But can't get swallowed up By this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning
I'm losing my faith in me I can't remember the last time I felt free from voices inside my head When I taste liberation, They just feed me fear instead
You say I'm out of control, At least I still have a soul No, I don't need your advice Some compassion would be nice
I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again, But can't get swallowed up By this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning
I can't take any more of your pills They hold my head up, But still it feels so wrong I can't believe the price that I've paid for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day
I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again, But can't get swallowed up By this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning