You're the last thing I look at before I fall asleep But the image of your face my mind can't seem to keep When I wake up in the AM there's a shadow in my place, Feel so guilty that I'm laying in your arms and to your face... So close, but you and I both know- I bought some bubble gum at Dee's, he said "Thanks have a nice day.." Things that used to make me smile seem to be so far away, Reach for water on the night-stand- the glass is half empty, Why'd you drink so much? You know I've never been so damn thirsty... You blame it all on me... Why am I the bad guy? For wanting something better then how I feel when we're together? This good night is a crime, There's no escaping - got my white flag waving I'm ready to do my time... My shrink blames it on my father, this co-dependency... I don't wanna be a prisoner, but I'm scared of being free- Sometimes I think you're always shouting cuz you like to hear your voice, The day I realized I don't love you was the day I made a choice.. To try, I can't look you in the eye..... Why am I the bad guy? For wanting something better then how I feel when we're together? This good night is a crime, There's no escaping- got my white flag waving I'm ready to do my time... Beautiful, turned so miserable Who's gonna rescue me? Guess I went too far- wishing on a star... There's a price to pay, Baby why'd it go away? Why am I the bad guy? For wanting something better then how I feel when we're together? This good night is a crime, There's no escaping- got my white flag waving I'm ready to do my time...