Living now; It all exists. Imagery and dissonance. Watching, waiting every day. I see it all. It's gone away. It's gone away...
Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times. Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know. I lose my mind. Even now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin. Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me pray.
You make me pray...
Nothing matters nothing goes. Restrain myself from all of this pain I watch it fade. I own it all but nothing stays. It never really stays. Just fades away...
Just fades away...
Movements past. Matters grey. I held it high above but nothing stays.
Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times. Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my mind. Even now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin. Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me pray.
You make me pray...
I go on living in the past. The best for worst I leave it now. I bury my thoughts they still exist. Never mind it all conflicts.
Never mind...
Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times. Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my mind. Even now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin. Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me pray.
You make me pray...
I close my eyes. I shut them tight. You're still in me I cannot fight. You lay me down. I cannot win. You make me stay. Now I begin.
Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times. Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my mind. Even now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin. Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me pray.