Nobody is going to ruin me If I have to I will ruin myself
I’ve spent too much time Expended angelic energy On my own disintegration to hand the contract over To another now As if it were A finished painting Needing only a signature
You are not going to get to me You are never going to be with me As once was
There will always be the poem I will climb on top of it And come
In and out of time Cocking my head to the side slightly As I finish shaking, melting then Into its body, its soft skin
Is not a lie. I’m glad you are at peace, But every thing you know leads to ruins.
It’s a neat trick My body rising above the city Watching the boroughs recede Into blots of pumice and amber, amethyst
It’s a harder trick Turning love that’s lost in betrayal into something Beside bitterness into anything beside this rage