It's 2am and my minds gone Tryna figure out what I'm on Open bottle pouring that I could die on Drowning out the sound of my Lion All the nights of hearing him cry long Even I'm in need of a shoulder to cry on But I gotta act like I'm strong Alone tryna figure how Ima buy some Fucking diapers for my son When I don't even know how I'ma keep the lights on I swear like Shit was all good couple years ago High rides in the city slow High lives, something spiritual 22 on my hip for any nigga that's Plotting to come and get me though And you Having trouble staying consistent Knowing we were built for commitment But honestly, I'm so used to everybody that isn't That I don't know how to be it myself anymore, I'm tripping Shit, I need some guidance And you might look at me different I know this ain't what we envisioned I just wonder if you see me fighting Cause I remember just starting, When me and Mary just parted And shit it might've been nothing to few Cause there were so many flaws and I still don't know what you saw in me or How I got so lucky with you But at that point there was nothing to lose Im still fucking with you I swear after dealing with flaky niggas Like Joel, CL, and YG Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali Its getting harder to trust the people I see They think it's harder on them, it's tougher for me But don't ever stop putting on for the boy Some people pray for my fall Those things I choose to ignore In fact, I'm starting to think I was better off before You and I against the world Forever yours OD nigga for real
It's red to me Cause I don't know any different that you're proud of me It's red to me And I don't know any different that you're proud of me (That you're proud of me)