When I get sad I watch your face / the way it moves its endless shapes / the way you laugh and your body shakes / and you clutch your chest and you touch my face When I get sad I feel your hands / the subtle skin, the way they land / I rub them up against my cheek / I feel them moving as I speak You clutch my arms, I pull away / I don’t feel beautiful today / you inch away with somber eyes / your sadness forms from my surprise I feel like an outcast in my own skin / I don’t have your skin / I don’t have my skin We spend the whole day counting clocks / waiting in line and making talk / I’m never getting what I want / you’re always getting what you want You tell me that it’s not my fault / they see the nails and not my heart / I’m tired of this, my temper’s on / I turn and tell you to fuck off I feel like I’m borrowing my heart / I don’t have your heart / I don’t have my heart I don’t want to hurt you / when you only want to help / I spit my acid on the neck / of every lover in this hell