you stood in front of me brittle as birds' bones ripping ribbons from your reliquarium your gifts would give as much as they could dancing partners made from wire & wood marry me, marionette marry me, marionette march on monuments to our weakness close your cupboards and burn your dresses I feel it breathing inside me the heat is getting through the cracks I feel the stitches tearing open save your needles for the gash
they were sleeping with their sisters and they invited me in you're not the only animal I knew but I can't leave what begs to be consumed
why are you shaking if it's what you needed? wanted, succeeded, described, & repeated your gifts would give as much as I demanded dancing partners unstrung and unhanded carry me, marionette bury me, marionette in heart-shaped holes through tunnels twisting letcherous labyrinth waiting & wishing I hope it dies inside of me I'll carry it around as my own make your likeness in these bruises live inside another's home
they were praying with their eyes closed and I could not relate you were the only honest one I knew I'll die before I give their breath for you
kerosene queen my machine disease that I gave you I forgave you too many times don't stay alive for me