Trying to pretend its perfect wish that I could run away and hide in someone else's life Feel like I'm 5 and helpless Like a child left alone Crying through the night
And when you yell at me I get scared of you All I want is to be close to you I wish I could tell you the way I feel But I can't break through
I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, when I don't have to dig up through the landmines
So afraid if I say the wrong thing That your gonna blow up at me Till I crumble to the ground Finally I'm getting stronger And if I have to walk away, I will, And I won't turn around
If you saw my tears, would you look away? Hold me close? Would you beg to stay? If I fall apart, and let you see inside? Would you tell me its alright?
I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, I don't have to dig up through the landmines
How can I be so conflicted? Your the light and the darkness in my heart You'll always have a place inside it How can loving you be so hard? Just want it to be ok Someday, Someday....
I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, can finally leave all this hurt behind So I don't have to dig up through the landmines I don't have to dig up through the landmines