How many times Do I have to blow you off Before you start to realize I can't face you anymore I go out late at night And don't come home until you've gone You've left me breakfast on the counter So relentless in your lies I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart Thought I could face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart To atone for one's crimes Is easier said than done If you could read between the lines You wouldn't still think we're in love But since we are The ball is in my court But I still find myself a few balls short I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart Thought I could face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart In a perfect world I would have control It's not that I don't care I just can't say no No, I can't say no Ooh can't say no No, I can't say no I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart No, I can't say no Ooh can't say no Mhmm no I can't say no Mhmm mhmm mhmm