(HOOK) I could be real if I wanted But you won't care if I'm just being honest I'm not a loser just out of my mind I'm not a loner just don't have the time
(Verse 1, Josh A) Lately I've been feeling so stressed Wonder what's next, is it real? Is it death? Is it time that I've wasted? People been faking... Gotta stay up, my nightmares always chasing
I just wanna relax Working long nights make me kinda wanna relapse Spending my days in the lab, always feeling so sad So it's pen to the pad, make my feelings sound rad
Lone wolf On my own like this Hater talk shit, you can ride this dick
If I lose another friend think I might flip a brick think I might lose my shit, think I might write a diss
She asked me if I feel ok How I feel if I need space I told this girl that I'm ok, I'm ok cause...
(HOOK)
(Verse 2, Jay Lite)
Honestly, I could be real if I wanted But people would only bump me if I fronted Gotta keep it one hundred, but stretch some white lies Cause people will only jump me otherwise
All alone in the dark, you can watch me start to develop on the reel On the big screen and I love how it feel My rhymes sound slicker than a fuckin oil spill I enjoy the surreal That's why my lines destroy the appeal Trappers say gibberish and somehow get a deal I guess it's best I say less and find a way to conceal My thoughts cause their lifestyle seems ideal
They ask me if I feel ok How I feel if I need space I told them all go fuck they face Fuck they face cause...