Whenever I don't feel at ease the tears are slowly falling on my knees And when I'm done with that I start to fall asleep in my exhaustion I am honest
The nights like that are on repeat, they are consistent yet seem so incomplete And when I wake I am at another suffocating morning
The worry and regret and neverending darkness And all the envy for the people that are stressless And how the jealousy and bias slowly damage me And turn to tears again, overflowing
Crying again, crying again And here I stand and still can't change a small simple thing All inside me, all agony I simply can't help to feel afraid Having nothing, I am longing I'm praying that someone will come and reach what I see Taking my eyes, taking my heart Just take them all away from me Right away...
The people that I know they go and lie so they get their way But I can never see right through them at the end of the day So I am sitting here and clinging to the words you gave me Still believing
So everything you said and all your lies or what the heck they are So deep, so deep, they wound me yet again so deeply I've had enough already, look at me This is the wound and it is hurting where it always did You just keep adding more, I am done for
Over again, over again I hear them spilling out selfish words they always say Hurting again, but it's sure when I'm very self-centerded myself "Nothing you've got, you should just stop" I like to just pretend, that I cannot hear the things they say More than they know, more than I know I am concerned and can't act cool I'm such a fool
You know it's over if you simply go and call it quits But I am sure that I can never do the thing that fits 'Cause I've been fooled just by the words and how you make them sound Now their pushing me and I am falling to the ground And now I really don't care, and now I really don't care! And while I agonize I'm thinking that I really don't care You really think that pain and hurt will turn you stronger if you don't give up? How many times will I just have to keep on crying?
Crying again, crying again And here I stand and still can't change the smallest little thing I'm really so sad, regretting and mad But here I am and still I can't do a thing Having nothing, still with nothing The tears I cry have soaked my wounded heart eternally It's really a blur and hurting occur But I can't stop it anymore
Over again, over again I've looked just for a reason so that I'd choose to live Not being sure what is my cure And still not knowing why I cry Having nothing, still with nothing But each and everytime the day will break to stop my tears "I am so glad, where I stand at" and this I just hope that I can say For this, I always will pray