I want to be a person just like you, don't you see? I want to be a person who is still being "me" It really would be nice but I'm paying a price 'Cause I'd really, not be me and that would not suffice
A dream which is an easy task I won't deny But it'd be fine if people just like me would go and die
If I am this way I would never want to stay Tens of thousands of people would be sad and cry No one here wanting me, please don't say you don't agree Wishing for a world hiding from my seeking eye
If I am this way please just wipe me into gray Hundreds of millions of people would be glad and shine No one here hating me, that would be so nice to see But that kind of joy will never intertwine
Tomorrow I will still be dreaming half awake And I am hoping I can disappear in such a state
If I'd live this way I would never want to stay Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't even know No one here wanting me, please don't say you don't agree Would a world like that be a "yes" or be a "no"?
If I'd live this way and you'd wipe me into gray Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change at all No one would hate on me, that would be so nice to see Nothing would change 'cause I am losing where I fall
In the end, I know that everyone will be broken in similar ways And "My Self" that's made in everyone crumbles because we are just a disgrace In the end, I know that everyone will be scattered in similar ways
If I am this way I would never want to stay Tell me, 'cause I wanna know just why you smile so much? Really, when you are smiling like that I will forget all the time I am sad And these too, all my reasons for saying good-bye They just failed me and now I am falling to cry
If I'd live this way and you'd wipe me into gray Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change at all With something stopping me, maybe that's my chance to flee? You facing me I cannot smile but just move on