Got it this time, uh huh, yeah No lie, I'm in a fruitful place But I was here thinking about you today My heart for the lost the same got moved away Can't wait 'til I return Wuddup gate the church For now my roots are being planted deep in the dirt Dirt, so I'm reminded of my purpose again I'd better serve You if I'm a better servant of Him Yeah, so to all my brothers and sisters No, not a day goes by that I'm not reminded I miss you See this is the only thing I've known See the look on his face When I tellin' my brother I'm really goin' Tears rolling down our faces Hugging like I'm never leaving but knowing I got a gift and the more I think about it, the tighter it comes to grip The brother standing around is the love is feeling astounding Two many names to mention but ya'll the reason I'm grounded yeah And I know it's strange But I know his aim's to Glorify His holy name as I go through these growing pains
Man, leaving St. Louis has been One of the most difficult things I've had to do To leave the city I love The people I love But I gotta follow the God I love
Goodbye Ever had to say that to everything you know 'Cause in your spirit you feel the Lord is telling you go, go, whoa, [breathes in] smell it Fear seapin' through my pores second guessing he said it Send me a sign Is it Your voice? I really can't tell Is it my connection? My signal keeps sending me fail Failure, yeah, led by the spirit, into the wilderness he pained it don't mean you ain't hear Him Tears coming down my wifey's eyes We got no friends and I'm Feelin' like nothing I can do to dry those cries Got it all wrong this time Feeling so tired Feeling like why I'm following you? She's following me What we gonna do? What's it gonna be? She'd have left all of her family And she's fighting although she's hurting I know that you're truly with us Spirit is truly working producing something within us, yeah No this ain't strange 'cause I know your aims So glorify Your holy name as we go through these growing pains
For me my wife and my family to be stripped away from everything we've known It's been hard But we're testaments to the fact that God brings growth Through our pains