My head is pounding Where is the ibuprofen I cant seem to find It And I feel I am going to die and I Can't get out of bed I am a worthless piece of shit What am I good for? Absolutely nothing!!! My brain is dead and my Thoughts are nowhere to be found and I'm too weak right now do to anything
too weak... for anything cannot wake... can only sleep cannot think... brains counting sheep cannot dream... my minds is blank
Im a worthless piece of shit im as worthless as i can be i can not depend or rely on me let alone trust or even believe the suns way too bright i cant even see the heats too hot the house i cannot leave i feel like death is right over me my brain feels like its about to bleed i fucking hate myself wish i wasnt me
i cant get out of bed ohh my fucking head is hurting imma die here rotting i call out but no ones helping goddamnit where is heaven feeling this bad i think i could believe in god if he could stop all this throbbing but i must be praying to the wrong person maybe i should try Satan cant hurt no harm in trying i tell myself i have a problem but i never listen I ask myself how could this happen better yet why do i let it happen over and and over and over and over again
too weak... for anything cannot wake... can only sleep cannot think... brains counting sheep cannot dream... my minds is blank
Im a worthless piece of shit im as worthless as i can be i can not depend or rely on me let alone trust or even believe the suns way too bright i cant even see the heats too hot the house i cannot leave i feel like death is right over me my brain feels like its about to bleed i fucking hate myself wish i wasnt me