As I sit all alone with myself I’m so afraid of failure I’m so afraid of change Instead of living fast my inner voices say My journey is so in balance, I have too much to gain My heart cold and fearless, my body’s soaked in shame
You’re all I ever knew You’re all I ever wanted You played me like a fool How could you go before me?
As I sit all alone with myself I realize I’m my worst enemy Stare down to the hell where I dwell Dark side’s always been a good friend to me… As I sit all alone with myself I remember all the things you said to me Keep cold and forget what I felt I’m to wonder what it was you’ve seen in me…
What do I deserve, what do I deserve? Just stay away! Just stay away! Just stay away from me!