which surrounds my head and kisses everything goodbye I want to stay by my side right now be upset - it‘s all the sanity that left me back and it bites my tongue and it spits in the acid and flames I desire and I calm down - be upset! sweat on my forehead dripping down my face as my hand starts to cover the red and seductively blinking in front of me when the self destruct button is hit it goes tick tick tick slow-mo watch my head-X I admit I caused my own doom now look how the ashes bloom out of my skin I find myself in utero again what a funny end but I‘m not here pretending no - I gave my all