I HAVEN’T MOVED FROM THIS ROOM FOR A LONG TIME LEFT IT’S MARK AND I’M ROTTING DOWN IN THE BASE- MENTALLY UNSTABLE UNABLE TO MOVE ALONG THERE’S NOTHING TO SEE HERE
WHEN I WAKE UP EVERY DAY A NEW BRUISE HAS LEFT ME BLACK-AND-BLUE-EYED BLONDE WITH ONE BRAIN-CELL LEFT TO MY OWN DEVICES THIS CRISIS HAS NOBODY WANTING TO SAVE ME HERE AND…
FORCE IT BACK DOWN, FORCE IT BACK DOWN
HOW DID I GET THESE BUGS CRAWLING INTO MY HEADING INTO THIS FOREIGN PLACE ALL YOUR BETS ON THE SURE THINGS ARE ALWAYS CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR AND I’M CLOSE TO DYING HERE AND…
THERE’S SOMETHING CALLING FOR ME PAY ATTENTION, LISTEN CAREFULLY THERE’S SOMEONE STARING AT ME TURN THE LIGHT ON, AM I IMAGINING? OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO TO BE, BE SICK SICKO SICKO OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO TO BE, BE SICK THE UNCONTROLLABLE SICKO A TICKING TIME BOMB SICKO
FORCE IT BACK DOWN, FORCE IT BACK DOWN
MY PAIN IS SPREADING JUST WHEN I THINK IT’S HEALED WITH JUST ONE SLAP ON MY FOREHEADING INTO A NEW DIRECTION, INFECTION HAS SOMETHING ELSE WAITING TO HURT ME HERE AND…
THERE’S SOMETHING HERE KILLING ME I SURRENDER, THERE’S NO FEELING THERE’S SOMETHING BURYING ME NOW THROW THE DIRT ON, PILE IT ON ME I’M GETTING USED TO ALL OF THIS, NOW I DON’T HAVE TO RESIST I’LL NEVER HAVE TO BE SICK OH GOD DON’T LET ME BE OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO TO BE, BE SICK SICKO SICKO OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO CONTROL THIS TOTAL UNCONTROLLABLE
THERE’S SOMETHING COMING AT ME HOLD MY BREATH IN WHILE I’M HIDING THERE’S SOMETHING EATING AT ME NOW TEAR MY CLOTHES OFF, FEEL THE SWARMING AS THIS FEELING PERSISTS, MY STOMACH TWISTS DON’T PICTURE IF I HAVE TO MAKE IT THERE QUICK OH GOD I NEED TO BE SICK THE SICK SICK SICKO…SICKO…SICKO OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO CONTROL THIS TOTAL UNCONTROLLABLE SICKO A TICKING TIME BOMB SICKO THE UNCONTROLLABLE OH GOD, GOD I I NEED…NEED TO CONTROL THIS TOTAL UNCONTROLLABLE SICKO