I was swimming under the frozen sea. i was knocking endlessly on the ice . I could not feel my fingers and breathe , but through the ice I could see the sun . and sun told me that no matter what i feel . sun told me that I will survive . and sun taught me how to breathe and swim under thick layer of ice . i've turned over prayers in my mind . words of your songs . through the ice I heard the sounds , which went through my bones and legs began to shake . The song was coming from my mouth. ice that surrounded me could not resist this light .