Vanish in the world around me Leaving ash and bone My crown of thorns that shows no mercy But it's my own I grace these walls with all my failures What have I become?
I think it's time for my forgiveness Lick these wounds to heal I'm losing faith, the silent poison Pain I'd like to feel I know it's time Lay down, surrender Someone take control
Cause I'm afraid to love Cause I'm afraid I'll leave I'm living with these lies That only I believe
And I don't want to walk But I don't want to run Cause I'm afraid of failing In front of everyone
Hold me down and hurt my feelings I won't do the same I'll cry in silent disappointed
Taking all the blame But darkest hour always finds me Pulling far away
Cause I'm afraid to win Cause I don't wanna lose And I'm afraid of falling Under harsh review
And I'm afraid to live And I'm too tired to try I hide behind these shadows Turn off all the lights
This never ending longing feeling Waiting to be loved I still believe in "In forever" But it never comes
I'm afraid to love Cause I'm afraid I'll leave I'm living with these lies That only I believe
And I'm afraid to walk But I don't wanna run And I'm afraid of hurting Myself and everyone