wait for this place to be the only thing thats keeping me from learning to see that nothing will carry me, ill force myself to stand upon my own two feet.
and its a funny feeling, my thoughts are torn apart. start out fresh somewhere new but nothing there compares to where you started from. these past 6 years had only just begun. my last resort is my only one.
and i dont think i can break my own fall again. ill take this helping hand, it takes my only friend. and i dont think i can convince myself again that not much has changed since then aside form where weve been.
so please dont take this song so lightly. since i lost what i cant see i hate myself for thinking freely. and if anyone does ask, ive gone to hell with everything i have. since i lost my faith in self alone i cant depend on anyone.