It's late at night I let the phone ring and ring but no one picks up I try to pretend you must be asleep I try to convince myself but I know where you are and I know you're with him
there ain't no secrecy I read all your diaries well I know he's more than a friend hey, lovin ain't lyin and lyin aint lovin You say "it's true, I swear to you" but you're crossin' fingers again
It's later now I stare at the ceiling fan and I follow the blades and I wish you were dead It was a dream the two of you together but I'm not asleep there's a pain in my head
I'm an unworthy student of philosophy but arguments won't change a thing a million proofs everyday there's no doubt that you should stay but you'll do what you're gonna do and i know that you'll go away
[repeat 3x] jealousy, it's what saved me from believing the lies, from doubting the truth
jealousy, it's what saved me from believing the lies