I need somebody won"t u help me I need somebody won"t you tell me who I am I need somebody please please help me I need somebody u must tell me who I am I"ve been livin a lie so long it seems I"ve lived a life time If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven And I believe it stems down from my family situation I never liked my old man I couldn"t stand to be around him Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture My heart turns to stone and I think of this
You never loved me you never held me tight instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night u tried to make me think that your ways were best when all I was was an outlet for all your stress
Life it"s the ultimate sin A game with no rules that you"re expected to win My personal hell"s hidden with a grin "Dad take the stand and let the trial begin" U said that oil and water don"t mix though it seems cool Keep with your own and don"t fuck up our gene pool U should"ve went to school like your bigger brother but you played the fool with a different color Runnin" ship with a whip I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped Money made u so wise how 16b9 could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes Do as i say and not as I do but I can"t cuz when I look in the mirror I see u And oh the pain how it hurts it was always your home and your business that came first U said a man is as good as his word but your mind was closed and mine never herd They say the nut don"t fall far from the tree look at u then look at me...
U ain"t nothin to me u"ve never been to me And all u ever gave a damn about was money see So now fuck u man you ain"t shit to me And it"s the day that I die of this hate that I"m free Now I know growin up son that it ain"t always been easy and I know at times I was not always there for you We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time but understand growin up son I never had a dime So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college and everything I have to this day u know I built it all Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that"s lost between us I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you Son I said I"m sorry... Son I said I"m sorry but still u resent me so Son I said I"m sorry and why do u resent me so
I always loved u I always cared for u just never wanted U to go thru what I"ve been thru I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know and now I"m hated like the devil and for what I don"t know Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!