How can you still tear me up after you robbed me blind? I hope the thought tears you up. I hope now I've stolen all the sleep from your nights battered bones not so remote, not even two years ago I broke down at Calero Lake, you stole my home from me, you leveled San Jose
I rebuilt Mcbain from the street up with broken pieces you forgot I found under your bed after you left heartbreaking trinkets that dance willow glen
I saw you dancing on the ave you thought you were free, didn't you?
I saw you and I never want to see you again
How can you still haunt me? How am I still haunted my the things you said? Because you've made me a monstrosity and I had no idea what had happened sometimes I still fall asleep on the bed you left, but now I feel like a goddamn fool My city told me what you did while you were gone, you thought I wouldn't find out, didn't you?