Its not my fault that i feel this way Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain And ill walk that line til the end of time In this life that has never been a friend of mine(x2)
Sick of this Life, sick of fucking breathing soon as i load the gun up my ass is fucking leaving i aint acomplished shit cept for felonious crime and its all real split when i put it in rhyme ive been thinkin bout it every since i was a kid and i dont think anybody care if i did they can find my body laying in the bed with the sheets blood red and a bullet in my head i hate you for hating me i will accept the sorrows of my family close my fucking casket and put me in the dirt seein my daughter cry, really makes it hurt
Its not my fault that i feel this way Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain And ill walk that line til the end of time In this life that has never been a friend of mine(x2)
This life of mine's flyin by why am i here alive why am i among the living when i feel so dead inside my eyes never dry never will i ever try not to be a better man and try to have a better life every night i pray to find a way to make it right i gotta try to stand and fight i gotta try to see the light everyday a different struggle every time another sign everyday i feel im loosing it and running out of time in my mind i am free i can fly i can see but reality is battling ive had it be in me each step a little closer to the ending of the pain everyday im praying on the heavens take me away somebody's gotta hear me now im barely hanging on and its scary thinkin maybe theres no body there at all with the man up in the mirriors tellin me im outta lies im gonna end it all like critical and die a thousand times die a thousand times its not my fault its not my fault
Its not my fault that i feel this way Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain And ill walk that line til the end of time In this life that has never been a friend of mine(x2) its not my fault its not my fault its not my fault its not my fault
its too late now i just wanna take it back as the scene fades away and the pitch goes black i cant figure out what to say to my maker i know he aint impressed with my actions for paper the killa c shit was great while it lasted the hatred for myself was what got my ass blasted i cant remember ever in my life being happy maybe its because i was way too nasty i did the best i could but i know it wasnt good enough maybe i shouldve listened when they hammered us in cuffs now im burnin in the flame dreamin in the pain if you let me start over lord it wont be the same
Its not my fault that i feel this way Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain And ill walk that line til the end of time In this life that has never been a friend of mine(x2) its not my fault its not my fault its not my fault its not my fault