I wonder if my life Could be so empty I wonder if you exist And a shiver burns my soul I prayed so many nights To fight my reason But everything's in vane, Inside me still lies the question Tormentor Conflict within Redemption Now seems a lie No way to Hide from disgrace I'm waiting To face the truth Holy Bible's been my guide, Sacrifice my way of life Selfishness is the only way To end this dark crisis of faith No way to justify What I am going to do If you exist, punishment Is what this poor soul deserves Suicide becomes the way To unveil the secret If my god really exists For this sin I'll burn in hell A holy minister Twisted by stigmas Ashamed of my heresy, As a sinner I'll end my priesthood Tormentor Conflict within Redemption Now seems a lie No way to Hide from disgrace I'm waiting To face the truth The end is coming I can't stand this suffering Now I will be freed from a life of pain and agony I'll take this weapon, With a shot I'll end the doubt It's worth losing my life to know the truth... Forgive me lord