you press my ribs closer together/ with a way that hurts so much/ still there"s nothing sweeter than your touch/ I used to count days by cutting off my fingers/ or by writing your name on my palm/ despite all I"ll only hold you with one arm/
our conversations have become formulatic ways/ We try to go on as a matter of course/
with my back against the wall I will go underground/ When I fall, then I can"t be found/ bound my head to it, watch them shatter/ I fall to pieces by trying, but it doesn"t matter/ as I try to slice my wrist right now/ you don"t need to assist to get me down/ cause here I am already holding hands with you shadow/ Here I am already (dying)/
dry/
in this room where emptiness breathes/ you"re so close but theres distance between/ I"m alone/