Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion She don't even love me like she did when I was younger Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
...forgive me for my lies
When I die fuck it I wanna go to hell Cause I'm a piece of shit it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me Naw you wouldn't understand