daylight is running out. the setting sun. ash in the clouds. this night could be my last. clutch at my chest. choke and gasp. you took my hand, i gave you this? my child my son. my blood, my only blood. your mother tried to put you down. my fear, my faith could not yet. my breath is getting weak. take this gun for you to keep. this night will be my last. close my eyes once i have passed. if you are found, i gave you this. be brave my son. be brave my only blood. you must destroy yourself. you must not hesitate. my only blood, my son. better your hands than theirs.