Lost and alone I'm out of the stone this process everyday Nothings my own the dreams that I've grown I won't control and throw away
I need to make the decisions I need to make it right I need to lead the parade Or this shit will fucking take my life
I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life
This curse is my own It follows me home Its like a child that wants to play The thoughts in my brain The subconscious pain Makes me think why do I stay
I need to make the decision I need make it right I need to lead the parade Or this shit will take my life
I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions I want it to be right I want to pass this test And complete this tormented life
Happy, everything was wonderful So happy, it's beautiful