I, I'm confused. Fighting myself for wanting to give in to needing your help. Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch. Outside, I know you but, inside, I'm fucked. Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch. Each day confronted with what I have done. You pull me closer, I push you away. You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain. I hate you. Why are you taken? I loved you. Why do I feel so helpless? Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you. Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I really need to? Why? Why? Why? Why? Fuck you bitch! need to, need to, need to... Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck... I hate you. Why are you taken? I loved you. Why do I feel so helpless? Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you. Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I fucking need to? Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck... Fuck... fuck... fuck...slut...