Suicide….It’s a SuiSuicide (suicide) Suicide….It’s a SuiSuicide (suicide) Suicide….It’s a SuiSuicide (suicide) Suicide….It’s a SuiSuicide (suicide)
Woke up this morning on the wrong side of my bed man… Im feeling discouraged on my word… my swaggers like a walking dead man… could it be im stressing from taking these anti-depresents make a nigga run wreckless no real affection… standing next to deadly… lately I’ve been thinking about taking my own life…. im sick of this wicked conditions and living is doing me no right…. so I contemplate it thinking my life I should probably take it…. I could finally escape in the matrix, what if he find the satan…bugging again… that’s where I’m going straight to yahena im already knowing… couple more sips of this thunder bird…. and ima be ready to bring in the noise…stay full of blunts that’s stuffed with herb….. desire to die and steadily growing…(growing, growing, growing, growing, growing, growing.)…. I keep a ready to die vibe murder ora about me… so don’t stand by my side…. don’t loiter around me So dark is my mind…. distorted and cloudy… im done with even trying… to deal with this drama that’s been surrounding me….(surrounding me) .. My mama keep calling me every hours cause she know I’ll do it…. I put that nine right in to my mouth close my eye and shoot it…. im sick of living here… aint too many gone feel me here… buck in my gun at the coppers still the only option is to kill me here…. my family think ima case in the basket… my mama tell me im jus like my daddy irritacally schitzophrenic been at a disadvantage every since my birth date…mama never ever should‘ve had me in the first place…. look at me now… sinning im tryna get rid of this evil that’s dwindling in my head…(in my head) click click bang bang he dead… (he dead, he dead) . insane in the membrane beware (beware, beware)… my life in a strange frame see death