[Beat 1] I'm reaching out to you lord, I know you hear me I hope you're near me, I can feel the lack of love I'm stuck behind these castle walls, i'm trying to grab a dove And I can see the light but can't reach it - i've had enough Slip on the wrong turf, and they'll grip hammers It's sticky living with the bandits and the thugs How you expect me to listen to these self snitch rappers Last time I stand in court, I didn't stand up for the judge, nah And i've been runnin' round the block wishing for transitions Missin' my fam, listen i'm driven by ambition This is a damn mission, this gift isn't man-given Still I've been up all week cutting grease until my hands stiffen I'm back in this room and i'm writing again I thought I quit, but I only speak my mind through a pen Unfortunate kids, still I thank Allah at night in my bed I look at all these children talking how they lighting the sken(?) Nah You ain't' never let the 'ting blow And even if you did, I bet you never caught a body Sick of all these youtube thugs, (?internet?) syndrome Stay true to who you are brotha, start talkin' properly And what you know about six siblings and a mum to feed? My sister cut the benefits, now i'm the one for peas(?) And now they wanna send my family back to Egypt Already feeling sea sick, gotta get them peas quick! Would you pay attention if I had some more views? Bitches in the video, chilling in a porsche coupe? The realest in the game, fuck glistening in chain Most of us find it perfectly difficult to relate On top of that the pops is doing life without raman(?) Gotta keep my calm Can't ride but that shit hard(?) It's hard to progress in the future with a damaged past But still I try to count my blessings and I thank Allah See none of you'se got no reason to be out and hustle But still they jump on tracks and try to talk 'bout struggle But they just struggle to go clubbin' on the weekend Then they back in mummy's comfort for when the week ends Haaa, It's kinda funny thoe' Always complaining about getting snaked for the money yo But they won't hesitate to do the same in that position It's just the sewage for the rats, and the rats called provision(?) When times where we were young, times were different ? Passed the point of getting drunk Ain't no food up in the kitchen but, mum is full of drugs Kind of wishing on a miracle, wishing how to buzz I remember listening to B.E.P now where's the love? I find better chance to find it in a rhythym of a slug When we worshiping a lavished life, not willing to give it up Life's a bitch, never kiss it, look at all the kids who sucked Now I wonder, would they miss me when i'm wrapped in a box? Would they dedicate a spliff that drew back to the blocks Same place we kept the "Smith &" hidden wrapped in a sock Would they all my recite my lyrics while they rap to the top? Tell 'em
[BEAT 2] You have a take on my life, yeah save me living in drama They ask me why my life's messed, I answer this to karma They never offer right help until I cause disaster My life's hell, my brothers let the ice melt, the nines belt Welcome to the london city, gritty, blocks where crimes dwell Snitches singing sly tales Half the brothers hate the 'hood The others trapped in tight cells You duck the clap I'm right jel I'm stuck in rap till mum's glad my rhymes sell i'm running mad And I can see the distance all the plastic faces And ever since I got off meth, I've witnessed drastic changes Bitter sick, this track amazes Grips and sticks like masturbators Hitting spliffs intact with nature Written scripts attracting haters Flipping bricks and stacking paper Mission is ?? Spitting sick, I rap in cages(?) Liv