I’m choking silent in your world of fear. My body aches from covering my ears. I’m all messed up from believing you. When you said I was your favorite thing to hold onto. You kiss and tell me I am just depressed. You’re not the problem, it’s me; I’m emotionally repressed. It’s true; in love I am not that brave. But when you scream at me I wish that I could say. Get out of my head. Get out of my dreams. You are nothing like the person that you seem. Get out of my heart. Get out of my feelings. You are nothing but a choking silent scream. I try to please your compromising disease. You are good to everyone but me. You care about the planet, 3rd world countries and the war, But you don’t care about me anymore! You’re getting violent and I’m not listening to you. You scare me with words you can’t possibly mean. You break my heart and piece by piece I let your anger slowly release me from you.