Suddenly I was told to breathe so wide eyed gasping I took my first breath rising up from nothing aiming to be fabulous non the less this isn't just an uneducated guess I'm a weird mother fucker can't you tell i'm not like the rest? Whispers in these ears keep telling me i'm blessed keep this shit up and you'll never be stressed knew that was a lie but I said fuck it, what's next? Gotta cope with this deep breath until I float this sense always brings me to this point of hope my father asked me if I was a faggot, nope I like licking pussy and sucking titties though huff a sugary taste laced with vicodin and tall boys join if you want, like always it's your choice i'm a sucker for a good connection I've got good detection, possibly scared of my own reflection ibuprofen, lack of serotonin, all playing roles in the life I'm blowing you see my colors showing?
breathe in, breathe out I think this time I loaned is finally fucking running out breathe in, breathe out my lungs are begging for a hit and I can't let em down drifting slowly losing sense of time a dance with death is fucking nothing when you've felt this high a drive down 75, never felt so alive huffing nitrous till our brains are fucking paralyzed
gimme a double I'm asking for trouble my lips are turning blue and I'm starring through a tunnel and subtly I leave this room in which I grew into a cold sorry son of a bitch, it was a mix of lack of concentration, motivation, I've come to the realization I will never change it's always one more, one more outta metaphors to explain the shame I felt when I was dirt poor if only when I came to I could put these thoughts to words I'd probably terrify you I'd sound so absurd an animal in a cage I'm going straight berserk I'd bang head on the bars but it only leads to a soul that hurts so I sit back and watch life pass me by stuck with this feeling that my life is just a lie wide eyed I realize with that last breath I've never felt so alive but I'm dead inside
breathe in, breathe out I think this time I loaned is finally fucking running out breathe in, breathe out my lungs are begging for a hit and I can't let em down drifting slowly losing sense of time a dance with death is fucking nothing when you've felt this high a drive down 75, never felt so alive huffing nitrous till our brains are fucking paralyzed