You said I am despicable, you said I am a whore, I am young enough to have it all but I don't want any more. Dress me up in plastic and my skin is getting sore, I am wanking in the corner waiting for the nuclear war. Hoarding all the garbage and it's filling up my car, my suffering is meaningless, I'm stinking like the tar that smothers all the grass and lets me drive you to the bar, and if you want to handle me just tell me who you are.
My tits are made of silicone just like the earth and sea. I am swallowing more estrogen so you won't impregnate me. Swarming swarming little bratsies, hollering and mean, eat your oily cereal and keep your nostrils clean. The chemicals are coming for you keeping you alive, the bees are up and vomiting outside the old beehive. Swarming swarming little beasties, sniveling and weak, the strong are taking everything and stamping on the meek.
Baby if you love me you should stab me in the lung and let me strangle you before your breath blocks out the sun. You're going to die anyway so let me kill you now. I'll send you back to heaven cause you're already in hell. You're going to die anyway so let me kill you nice. Everything is paid for and I'm puking up the price. My vomit is a rainbow-colored smorgasbord of snurt, in every colored chemical that made my belly hurt.
The microcosmic spiraled eggs inside my uterus are sparkling and bursting with the greenest yellow pus. The milk that feeds my baby from my breast is flowing black. It looks like oil and smells like death and I can't hold it back. I fell asleep and dreamland panthers tore me limb from limb. My lover was a big black cat. I couldn't handle him. I wanted to get water from a soft and slimy stream, but all the critters by the river died inside my dreams.
Floating on their backs they turned their bellies to the sky. I sprinkled black oil from my breast on each and every eye. I took a mouthful of the cheapest Dominican rum and blew a ball of fire from the flame inside my tongue. All the bodies in the brine were quickly set alight. They floundered there and let their furry flames fire up the night. Patiently the panthers pieced me back together again. I woke up and I welcomed back the ugly world of men.