Grasping for solace, but I'm choking on my words Eighteen years of adversity has torn us apart I’ve tried, I’ve failed, I have disintegrated And your words would always keep me unharmed
All I ever had to offer was a heart to mend Without a single glimpse of light Please salvage me from this never ending grief Rip out the pages and watch them turn to dust
I’d stay in out in the coldest nights just to see you smile My lips were cracked from the freezing winter winds The sky came crashing down upon me when I heard you say That it was over, that we were done, and I heard you whisper; Goodbye
All I ever had to offer was a heart to mend Without a single glimpse of light Please salvage me from this never ending grief Rip out the pages and watch them turn to dust
I never pictured the day that the rain fell Along with the tears from my eyes To be the day I realized I had died
The winters last too long, so we wasted time Chasing shadows on our own But I would never have kissed your lips If I'd known you’d be my end
This constant fear of failing swallowed me whole I have given up, I’m stuck in this pain I’ve come to know And when I fall asleep tonight I’ll pray that I’ll never wake up again