i hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us i hope we come out with a fail-safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us
i hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight and i hope we hang on past the last exit i hope it's already too late
and i hope the junkyard a few blocks from here someday burns down and i hope the rising black smoke carries me far away and i never come back to this town again in my life
i hope i lie and tell everyone you were a good wife and i hope you die i hope we both die
i hope i cut myself shaving tomorrow i hope it bleeds all day long our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises we're pretty sure they're all wrong
i hope it stays dark forever i hope the worst isn't over and i hope you blink before i do and i hope i never get sober
and i hope when you think of me years down the line you can't find one good thing to say and i'd hope that if i found the strength to walk out you'd stay the hell out of my way
i am drowning there is no sign of land you are coming down with me hand in unlovable hand