one day i was walking in a park, it was almost three i decided to go out after the meal and just was relaxing then suddenly i heard a voice, speaking to me, he told me to buy a gun and shoot someone. i said that this is a bullshit, what the hell, i don't wanna kill people. he answered nothing, but then i felt a terrible pain in my head and i fell on the ground. then this voice said that if i didn't wanna suffer i had to do what he was telling me. and i bought a gun.
this voices in my head they tell me what to do this voices in my head they tell me what to do
i found a guy who was selling guns, and asked if he could give me the one. after a few talks a new 44 was laying in my pocket. a voice returned with some targets and i chose an alcoholic, who lived next street. i came to his door and rang the bell, after a minute or two he opened and stood still, staring at me with his red tired eyes. i was saying nothing, i took out my magnum and shot his head, just between his fucking eyes. and then i saw a baby...
(эта строчка просто по запарке потерялась: it was his son, his mother died three years ago. i had) to make sure that no one will know about my crime, so i shot him too. the voice said that i'm free now. but i'm not.