This map hung up on the truck stop hallway door is looking worn and I can hardly read it anymore I feel like I'm a speck thrown on the map and I can't help my urge to laugh I never used to feel like that Well I'm half awake half a world away all my past mistakes and every wasted day I wouldn't have it any other way I'll try through my haze and half shut eyes to count up all the reasons why I should be back at home tonight Half awake half a world away all my past mistakes and every wasted day proves that I'll never change I'll always stay the same I wouldn't have it any other way