Beating hands, beating clocks Have we had enough? I struggle on Beating hands, beating clocks That we're counting on I'm strong enough And did I say enough? No, this callous being that I've become By the grace of god, or pure ignorance These walls in white, they carry me In their warm embrace And these candles are calling my name They sing me to sleep in their dancing flames And everything I love is on the trail of blood I'm locked away and unnatural in saying this is all okay If today presents itself I'll be hidden in the whites of my eyes Serenity, and this comes in waves Im sinking, dropping faster every minute in the eyes of death They shine on me While Im staring at reflections of the years that fed my head And I am counting on every breath While the serpents grab ahold of me Get out of my head And let me fall the fuck to sleep Honor, if I could feel I would feel this But this devil's grasping at my feet And I run, I can't outlast this My feet gave up when I eclipsed the sun I'm locked away and unnatural in saying this is all okay If today presents itself I'll be hidden in the whites of my eyes Serenity, and this comes in waves I'm exalted in giving myself away And I'm not lost Only waiting to find myself B\y the shoreline I hold on, synapses tarred in black Too numb to make it back I hold on, succeed in apathy Let this coma swallow me I'm locked away and unnatural in saying this is all okay If today presents itself I'll be hidden in the whites of my eyes Serenity, and this comes in waves I'm exalted in giving myself away And I'm not lost Only waiting to find myself by the shoreline