After the crash I'm so afraid to face the future My soul lives apart from the flesh wound in my heart of the solid sutures Shadow of fraud and self-deception did not reflect on my feelings, I'm still affected buried alive and resurrected
So close your eyes and see through closed eyelids, Forget your needs and listen to your heartbeat I want to lose or want to find I'm so confused it’s black and white
I accepted their rules became one of the herd of fools and condemned myself to death by choosing the wrong path in the ward for the mentally ill “kill and kill” I can only hear your dismay in my disgust after him I `ll be the last
I cannot trust ‘cuz every time remembering the past I'm dying every fucking moment in the dirty world of lies and lust My skin has absorbed the pain I`ll never be humane again my internal world is broken as well as my embarrassed brain
So close your eyes and see through closed eyelids, Forget your needs and listen to your heartbeat I want to lose or want to find I'm so confused it’s black and white
Last fight it slowly breaks your mind and devastates inside everyone`s in black-n-white light You cannot decide your choice is wrong or right everyone`s in black-and-white