Let there be a consoler, a remover of cares, who places tired heads in the palms of their hands. Let there be someone to draw the gun from Hunter. It will give me strength to hold and strength becomes an object and this object becomes an idol to stand before abstraction and memory. Can it stand before anxiety if my wits cannot take care of me?
And you are whispering what’s possible. Just imagining what’s possible.
Sometimes nothing feels possible, just vague and emptied out. Propped up like a doll with hands over my mouth until night beautifully replaces my vocal cords with those of a gigantic gray crumbling concrete monolith and the filthy gutter water drips and the make up smeared close-up pix of a dungeon-dwelling glitterbest bitch endlessly wheat pasted to the bricks.
And you are whispering what’s possible. Just imagining what’s possible.