(verse1) look into this mirror who's inside there a shy kid or a grown man i guess im fuckin useless like a coma man since my mother works double time this music wont bring me fame these lines r filled with pain im stressed out as im assed out my mind's in complete disoder pass me liquid painkillers or some happy pills went to bust a nut without love as im insensitive i dont even recall ya name no necessity teachers say i aint shit others say im arrogant i like pissin em haters off cut the bullshit imma matador i feed you my metaphors ya all sound the same clown wars n i finally pick the mic up time to grow some balls i been to the studio 2 nights in a row i just want you to know that i can't live without it mama even if i god damn fail imma rhyme about it mama (hook) imma put my cold ice box into every song free my mind when im spillin out my soul im on the right way thats the only shit i know ya all live with no heart,mind,soul (verse2) man im not average im the calm before the storm comes and ruin all ya fake dreams of bein a rapper shine a light on me imma drop this album imma junky for these beats u can leave your reviews but i wont read shitfaced dumbass hoez after shows she said she's hot she dont mean the weather fuckin' on the first night i thought u was better than that im constantly losin' my friends my homie got outta jail im glad he s still the same my best friend's in the grave the only man i'll miss till Grim Reaper screams this is the end life's chatroulette but u can't press ''Next'' but i can relate to what most of you say fuck your criticism i cant wait for that mountain i ll do everythin by myself just like muhamed n i keep it 100 im all in tho i dont play poker you know i run this bitch dont act like i never told ya (verse3) tired of sittin on a bench these coaches never give a damn never gimme a chance but now its my time ya can carry balls,bring water damn sometimes i wanna break this mic n just live my life how many times i tried to erase my lyrics i've lost count yeah we started from the bottom only few of us here still chasin our dreams god bless it u know that haters gon hate middle finger up in the air fuck what they gon say we never listen i open up my soul add anything i got i hope thats what the game's been missin'(2x) some ppl can't wait to hold my cd askin me to leak it so makin em proud s my mission ok look at me now no doubt i'm doin my thang and if u gotta heart,soul sing along with me