Nothing ever stops all these thoughts And the pain attached to them Sometimes I wonder why this is happening It's like nothing I can do would distract me when I think of how I shot myself in the back again Cuz from the infinite words I can say I Put all pain you gave to me on display But didn't realize instead of setting it free I Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away) (Never goes away)
All these things I could not say, Made me so much more afraid. Just too scared of what I'd find, To look behind, to look behind.
Hearing your name the memories come back again I remember when it started happening I see you n' every thought I had and then The thoughts slowly found words attached to them And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to em n' everyday I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away) (Never goes away)
All these things I could not say, Made me so much more afraid. Just too scared of what I'd find, To look behind, to look behind.